Dear Someone

Dear Someone

Dear Someone,

I’m not sure why, but I am compelled to write a letter to you who ever you are. In this moment, I wish to lay in upon

Melanin

Melanin

the bosom of grace while the arms of love wraps its motherly hands around my head. I want to unconditionally express my blackness in the way I have never mentioned before. May I, stranger?

I am well aware of the strikes against me. I am aware of my history and its struggles with white supremacy, I am also aware of my Kings and Queen lineage prior. I am well aware my people aren’t and never was perfect in the ideals of fictitious human standards. I do believe if racism were to dwindle into timeless space, there will probably be crime among our people. As our self infliction is not entirely off the backs of whites pride and systematic oppression however it stems from our lack of connection to all that is and nature that surrounds us. That is a human problem, not just blacks.

Events after events, turmoil after turmoil, my people are just being relentlessly slaughtered. I tried feeling as if I am not a twenty three year young black man in 1960′s. I try to convince myself logically that we have came far. That I can cross country with no fear, go hiking in no fear, be educated without fear. While I try to obscure reality with positivism once, twice, maybe weekly, I am constantly cut by some news about the injustice my people suffer.

At first, I tried to cope by creating some distance between me and my people. I believed because I am not fully embedded in my Hip-hop culture I have a safe pass. That because I can act in the likeness of white appropriation easily I am safe from brutality. I don’t listen to rap music solely, I don’t sag my pants, not in a gang. I can speak proper and conduct myself respectfully. I listen to all types of music, can hold conversation about anything, New York City is not as racially oppressive. I thought these aspects would coat me like gravy. I felt this way after every brutality aired on the news  to block the fact that I am the “Villain,” the “thug,” that I am next…

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It wasn’t until Sandra Bland. It wasn’t until I sat and watch a black women be killed before my eyes. It wasn’t until I understood how deep this issue goes. How inhumane these people are. Are they even humans? The editing of the dash cam, the mysterious death, the lies behind the mugshot. My people, My Sandra Bland did not come from a linage that raped the lands of the earth, that ethnic cleansed cultures, drop atomic bombs, serial kill innocent lives trying to reclaim their glory that was savagely taken from them 300 years ago. We did not destroy others history and brainwash them into ours. We did not ruthlessly kill for the fun of it promoting Christianity.  However, Sandra and the rest of my fallen people were treated as if we were the hands behind this.

To the someone that is reading this, I ask you why? Why are they doing this to my people, why are they doing this to me.  We historically did nothing, if in fact we gave white people everything. We gave them math, science, art, architecture, fashion , music. We gave them a foundation, civilization. I question as to why are whites so insecure within themselves that is so deeply ingrained within them they feel the need to pounce about the world and history books trying to fill a void.

Do they feel like they are weak? Were they jealous of other cultures advancements? Did they feel less then when they came our lands and saw Pyramids that exceeded their consciousness?
Do they feel as if there were not blessed enough, for they lived in caves while the rest of the world lived in riches, so they stole our religion and use it as a weapon against us?

They did once recognize how our melanin and curly hair gifted us in the ability to adapt in any weather condition and they cannot?
There has to be an internal reason they hate my color? There’s has to be reason they have to feel the need to pride around as if they are supreme unless they feel none of that already within.
Why are they passing this hate to their children that knew not of hate entering this world?

Understanding Sandra Bland made me realize were I came from. Understanding Sandra Bland made me know resilience.
Understanding Sandra Bland made me know they will lie their way into a justice system that is designed for them.
Understanding Sandra Bland made me understand my skin. She made me love my skin. Feel proud of my skin. My history. My riches.
Understanding her also made me understand I am next.

Sincerely, My People.

Namaste.

When Obama Is About That #ThugLIfe

One thing I live for is Obama’s sense of humor.
Like, remind us you too are human. Not just a tyrant leader, which people somehow want our presidents to be, what ever.

Anyways, some guy decided to tell Obama not to touch his girlfriend…
Miss thing, No one wants your girlfriend. Calm Down!
If I was the girlfriend, I would’ve laughed off embarrassingly, as she did. But when reaching home, I would definitely be at his neck!

Then thank him for me making national television and the hugs and kiss. At least he knows name she is calling that night, if she knows whats right!

Organized Religion

Do you like organized religion?

My journey through spirituality has been a continuous one around 2010 through growing close to a devoted Christian. Well two friends actually were great influences on my Christianity.

Merely, cause at the time I was trying to find myself a little more deeply and thought why not give this a chance. See, religion wasn’t so strict in my house growing up. Yes we celebrated easter the urban way buy getting new clothes, also Xmas. We never really went to church regularly and quite frankly I’m glad we didn’t. We did do bible study though for a short period of time.

Naturally because of my sexuality I always felt severed from religion because of the outpour of hate. Which to me hate is hate, hate feels like hate in your chest and emotions. and hate is no different from any other hate. Anyways, I, however, also feel separated from the stories in the bible. It seems like all the main heroes on the story had this amazing gift to speak to God and have this divine connection even speak to angels. I wanted to feel as special and connected to God as all the characters in the bible. Can at least speak in tongue and experience the very essence of the holy spirit.

I would look around me and through experience I never saw anymore of these heroes created after the bible. So I thought why did the bible and its stories end? Are there no more heroes to be made to save us from economic slavery, what about  U.S. slavery in the 1800’s who was the great moses of that time? Even the Holocaust.  There were no religious supermans created like Noah and moses and more?

I would read the bible and get lost in translation. I saw nothing but a set of rule books that represented that period and point of time. At church service I was in love with the music and live bands and the promotion of happiness to some degree. I never understood the need to donate money. And I never understood the speaking in tongue experience which further made me felt unworthy

The unworthy feeling crept as I read more into religion. Then came the connections of organized religion.
Why are they’re so many domininations of Christianity that selectively chooses to teach what they want. On top of not agree with another form of belief in its same sector like Catholics and Judaism.

I didn’t like the ideal of blind faith because its what’s caused the destructions of many people and the foundations of the tragic horrors people use from manipulation. You can’t disprove an opinion and people have used and exploited “God” because its a subjective term than can and is a motive behind everything right or wrong.

I cannot fight against someone saying. “I got a calling from God, he spoke to me and told me to invade Manhattan” it’s impossible.

So I gave up and started to venture off to spirituality and realized in was getting better reaults as far as connections with the higher intelligence then organized religion.

I learned to love myself, nourish my body, pray positively, I felt free from any constrictions. No demanding tithes or hateful slurs. I didn’t feel guilty and unworthy for being who I am. I seen it as the original of all religion. The practice of love and oneness with all.

Astronauts get the same awakening experience when flying out of space and look back at whole world. Its a since of feeling that we are all one. Not that selective people are going to heaven. Not who is going to hell. Not, the lack of free thinking and individuality while still maintaining a sense of togetherness. Not this religion is faker and we should kill them for not believing what I do. Not promoting fear.

I am not against religion. I am against religious insititutions it goes against the purpose of religion. We are humans of free will and thought with the ability to create. We are creators like the divine. Anything that prohibits our very nature of free thought into someone else thought is rather a strong control. I dont wanted to be controlled.

I want to love and be free in me.

Plus I scene the destruction of these institutions and it’s very very long history of havoc even today. You won’t get that from the monks,gurus and even ghandi.

Surprisingly, our founding fathers were not of any religion. They believed in the higher power not a religious God. They also believed you get closer to “God” by understanding nature and its laws. This is called deitsim as they came from the Age Of Reason.

So, how do you feel about organized religion

Eat Yourself To Death

So were pretty much all drug addicts to some degree. Instead we are not sniffing white powder or sharing needles

We are eating it and its okay! Since it is all in the name of profit.

I really want to fixate my lifestyle to a more health independent style of living. We are so far off disharmonious with humanity and nature it’s the main reason for primarily in my opinion 99% of our issues. I blame the necessary game of Capitalism. The need to always in a sense maximize your profits. This without a doubt creates the need to drive the self-ego so high it becomes destructive from take any means necessary to be on top. 

tumblr_myye37qYif1toiuoco1_500This than sparked my new perspective on part of the world today and why its so hard to live a positive well filled life we were meant to live.

After watching a ton and one documentaries about things that run America ( Business, Politics, Money)  I started to how everything is connected with the issues we have today down the individual.

More and more and more It leads to the top of  Billion dollar corporate business’s


 

To keep the body in good health is a duty… otherwise we shall not be able to keep our mind strong and clear. – Buddah


Food industries and drugs industries go hand and hand with even more hands on the political influence that regulates them. Food companies make profit of people that they can make addicted to it. So food industries, with the dogma of getting the most profit off the lowest production value possible create these dead foods that lack substantial amount of its natural nutrition through it being processed and drench in tons of additives!

common sense once your body lacks nutrition you can get sick, plus the known dangerous chemicals added to the food like (dye, aspartame, corn syrup)  enhance other health problems.

What happens when you get sick ?

You run to the drug companies and pay a fortune that is suppose to Aide to your health, but does it? No, well not in the risk of thousands of other complication the drug can cause in you alone.
so to aid the complication of a headache from eating MC Donald’s, you add aspirin to the mix on top of the thousands of chemicals added to your foods. You body is on a consistent under attack! 

Now with these companies with these billions of dollars sponsor politicians with paid persuaders called “Lobbyist” to push regulations that bet suits them. Consumer corps do the same thing, as well as banks. Especially during these presidential elections, if you took the time to research which big banks sponsored these presidents as well as drug companies,  You will be in awe! as I was 


 

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Drugs industries make money of people that are sick. Each pill taken is equated to a certain amount of money that can be profit off a person. Do you really think that these Donation companies are looking for a direct cure? No companies are not going to cure, with a pill, a disease that they are making billions and billions of dollars off of. They will however make a strong of pill that can lets say kill 99.99% of disease and tell you to take one strong pill a day for the rest of your life. A lifetime customer guaranteed! 

Like Lysol, I always questions why don’t they kill all 100% of the bacteria, Well, if they did there would be no need to buy another Lysol and the business will run out of profit. that 00.01% bacteria can reproduce and then Hey! time to buy more.

I don’t want to sound Hippie-like but getting in touch with our origin would better soothe us then some next man. Nature seems to take care well of every other species except for us. Humans and their ego thinking we can survive on our own and we cant.

Man made food are destructive, as well as man made health !  

Its like a negative seed that grows with the help of negative charged water, to  water a negative plan with positively charged water it will die.

and that how I see these corporations. As for ever time someone wants to do good that threatnes their profits they come and swipe them away with these regulations that suits processed food companies only, were we as consumers loose the full right to eat healthy

but we can splurge on MC Donald 24/7

I sometimes break these effects down to a human cognitive

I steal food because I don’t’ have food,  I don’t have food because I cant afford, I cant afford 549f708772d87741b65ddab0f652b6fdbecause I don’t make enough money, I don’t make enough money because wages are stagnant, stagnant wages inconsistent with inflation risen, inflation rise etc etc !

The Top 1 % that are in america control the flow of money, but if the flow of money is a full cycle of negativity, everything that building out of money will be negative because the meaning and core of money in itself aid to selfishness of these business owners and the constitutions protecting government complete control and regulation for the people, because they billion dollar companies influence the political structure.

Sit down and think about it and wonder why things the way they are and slowly as I am you would see clearly why.  

Just educate yourself, Do be so dependent on companies with these “experts” We do not know more than nature and the thought that we do is why we are in this disharmonious cycle 

If you have Netflix WATCH!
Hunger for change
Farmageddon
Vegucated
Food Matters
Food Inc
Fat, Sick, and Nearly Dead 

Read :Cures they don’t know you to know by Kevin Trudeau